this is all wrong. soooo wrong.


this whole time, i've been looking at it the wrong way. i guess i'm just like any other gurl. makin the same mistake: hope. we gurls hope too much. we expect too much from that someone whom we feel for. when we know that in the end we'll be the ones who'll get hurt. sometimes i wonder, did God made us female emotional beings, that we are made to feel more affections than others, or just to be hurt? i mean like really, u can see gurls crying here and there in public. but do u often come across guys who actually cry for their loved ones? people may say, gurls just like the attention. and guys hev feelings but they just dun show it..nak control macho..but do they reali? do guys reali hev feelings? they keep sending us the wrong signals but they claim not to know it. then it'll be our fault when and if we misinterpret it. or is it? whutever lah. i knew i was ryt..i should remain 'can't be bothered' with these stuffs...these..these BGR thingy.


help me. i'm tryna save me from myself. i dun wanna fall into that bottomless pit where i'll cry in despair for the one i love, for the one i want, that very one person whom can never be mine.


pardon me if this entry sounds sexist.

~~ astral ..aStRaL sPoUts.. ¤ 10:30 PM ~~

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