emotionless
emotionless. it's not something i chose to be. it's wat i've experienced lately that made me feel this way. or rather lack of feeling anything. i mean, i can still feel warm, cold, hungry. but that lack of emotions. none of my friends had mentioned anything about me changing or whatosever. but it's what i feel within myself.


for example. somebody i knew just asked me to be his stead. i dun feel any thrill. or disgust. or even the slightest dislike.


another example. i got to noe dis guy. went out with him. obviously he was flirting. the expected response would be for me to flirt back. but i just couldn't bring myself to. i just sat there. no response. hah. i actually felt sorry for him.


i mean like, rite now, i see a guy. rate his looks. and then, zilch. that's all. i wun feel any interest building inside of me. i noe i'm weird. but i'm becoming weirder. bluek.


dear God, enlighten me.

~~ astral ..aStRaL sPoUts.. ¤ 8:40 PM ~~

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